The Origins of Kristin's Quantum Catalyzer (Kristin's Consciousness Consultancy)
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What if deep surrender to the infinite love of your own sacred heart could heal even the most impossible challenges?
I just spent over half a decade singing and talking to mySelf in mirrors for over 10,000 hours to rebuild parts of my brain, and I experienced millions of jaw-dropping mirror*kles™ (miracles) during this odyssey.
“Social Self-Engagement Practices™” are a meditative self-love journey where the Awareness of Self is distinct from, and connected with, parts of the Inner Experiencer. This Awareness of Self fulfills specific internal attachment needs for each Experiential Self-Aspect — while guiding parts of the Self to grow attachments with each other.
They're ONE of HUNDREDS of potential pathways to nourish, restore, resculpt, liberate, and expand the wellBEIng of attachment systems and the bodymind's internal needs for thrival!
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I’ve developed these concepts through the greatest depths of darkness and profound impossibilities.
This journey began 5 years ago, when experiencing over 100 intensive, completely disabling, and supposedly ‘medically incurable’ (as deemed by hundreds of doctors) health challenges that were a constant battle just to survive — much less, attempt to thrive through!
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Firstly, this bodymind I inhabit could not create new conscious explicit memories — in relation with a sense of self — for over 4 years.
Atop of that, it struggled with: completely split brain hemispheres, a total mind-body disconnect, frontal lobe resets that intensified the amnesia, absolute dysregulation of ALL brain-body systems, crippling oxygen deprivation, tachycardia, bradycardia, selective mutism and multiple forms of aphasia [causing an inability to physically speak];
independently developed memory centers that further amplified amnesia and stimulated alternate styles of experiencing self and life; every mental health diagnosis in the book,..
[ADHD, mania, hypomania, anxiety, panic attacks, phobias, traumatic-stress, flashbacks, depression, suicidality, substance addiction and dependency, bipolar disorder, dysregulation throughout all nervous systems, complex division of memories, fragmentation of self, self-harm, insomnia, night terrors, obsessive-compulsions, body dysphoria, psychosis, disrupted attachment development, eating disorders and associated malnutrition, dermatillomania, borderline personality disorder, complex post-traumatic stress disorder, structural dissociation, dissociative identity disorder...]
…over 40 types of severe dissociation [including a total loss of orientation in time and space], symptoms resembling mini-strokes and seizures, and
—the most precious and sacred challenge of all: chronic dissociative age regression — where this brain and body literally reverted to operating the way that they did during stages of early neurodevelopment — including infancy, toddlerhood, and childhood.
The truth is that parts of my brain had secretly stopped developing at age 4, due to severe unknown early life trauma; and everytime those regions of information were activated beyond awareness, the results of suppressed traumatic-stress provoked another disruption of brain development.
From that foundation, dozens of health challenges began developing during early teenagehood, eventually leading to hundreds of battles throughout adulthood.
Inexplicable manifestations of health battles caused the deeper reality, and underlying causality, to remain entirely unknown.
OK, so there’s this bodymind 5 years ago, with hundreds of complex battles...
Rather than directly addressing each individual health challenge and focusing on fixing its specific problem, I went deeper in my self-healing, and I discovered that every single one of these unique health challenges had something in common:
They were ALL unique manifestations of disrupted navigation and regulation in the bodymind.
I then discovered that the ONE component — that affects ALL of this — was: ATTACHMENT SYSTEMS.
By diving deep into the FOUNDATIONAL STRUCTURES of the bodymind and DIRECTLY WORKING WITH ATTACHMENT SYSTEMS, I was able to self-heal ALL of these challenges — on my own, independent of external guidance and assistance — through a loving approach of healing, nourishing, and restoring attachment systems at bodymind foundations.
After 3 years of independently working with attachment systems each day, EVERY single one of those health challenges naturally healed and achieved complete, total, absolute, lifelong, final resolution!!!!!!!!
Brain hemispheres integrated! Mind and body were reconnected! Dozens of mental health diagnoses dissolved entirely! Health battles that’d started 10-20 years before were finally being resolved! Physical health vastly improved! Language centers fully recovered! Conscious explicit memories were starting to form for the 1st time in 4 years!
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But then… I had no sense of self… I could not recognize my face, voice, or body, even in the mirror… and I could not remember my entire life — including my original childhood, recent years of healing, and everything in between!
In addition, the previous several years had created unconscious memory fragments that were continuously relived in a traumatic-stress-fashion — overwhelming sensations constantly consumed reality without being able to consciously remember any of their associated experiences!
After another 2 solo years of daily work with the bodymind’s attachment systems, my lifetime of memories (and their navigational systems that help me know who I am and feel like myself) were recovered, reorganized, and rewritten… without directly working with ANY memories, past experiences, or existing bodymind data!
The brain and body naturally healed and cultivated greater integration of all systems and information BETTER than ever imaged…
All by focusing on redeveloping internal attachments — that are beneath all patterns of navigation and regulation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks to these concepts, my sense of self is more solidified, my brain and body more regulated, and my inner realities navigating existence more effectively than EVER BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!
Surprisingly enough, my MEMORY now actually functions BETTER than before those years of amnesia!!!!!!!!!
& ALL of this was exclusively achieved through my own inner work (and PLAY!) with attachment systems — including practices that I created and applied on my own.
Other than one incredibly kind and intelligent chiropractor — who assisted in restoring other physical health challenges I did not mention —, I did not receive any outside guidance or external assistance: no therapy, neurologists, doctors — nothing!
By repairing my bodymind’s attachment systems, through my own independent self-healing endeavors, every single challenge naturally healed and achieved complete restoration and resolution.
Trillions of bodymind pathways were rewritten, including a lifetime of unconscious memories.
Brain-body regulation was radically resculpted.
I rebuilt my brain from the ground up.
I recreated my entire bodymind by focusing on its foundation of attachment systems.
Now, I literally FEEL MORE LIKE MYSELF than I have in 20 years, and my health is better than ever before.
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